the pursuit of virtue

 he seeks to redevelop his stoic persona. seeks a higher form of spiritual power. his quest has just got more interesting; he realized that when he fell in love with a certain individual; he lost certain things that fortified his mind; his body; his focus, his will and his spirit. he seeks to cut the chords of what he gave in to. seeks to demolish a karmic curse. he pledges no more karmic lesson's; no more pursuit's of companionship or any type of relationship. he realized his twin flame left him 12 years ago. his soul mate was the mother of his first child. there is nothing left to seek or learn from anyone when surrounding love; human nature. he is going to respect the laws of human nature and just focus on achieving a higher form of intelligence and wisdom.

stoicism, faith in spirituality will be his top priorities. nothing left to learn from a life of sin.


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