a new chapter is beginning


 a new chapter has begun,

as he meditated for an hour; awaiting for his tea to be made. the day is almost finished. he connected with his higher power. as he consulted; which direction should I take this evening. north? east? west? or south? its cold out there. my energy is almost depleted. I exhausted 70%. only 30% left so I can have a full night's rest.

he sat there in the temple training his body; ex-spelling any thought of the dreadful past. crafting up mental barriers that won't be shattered for the next spectacle to try invade his wellbeing and pull him away from his path and lead him astray. he's focused this time around; he knows what he has to do down the path he walks on. he's staying focused on the objective. a goal no one knows about.

with each repetition. each set; his mind was about to be clear of wreckage; clean of the negative energy he had been entrapped in for the last year before this very moment. this time he wasn't so much broken; it was almost like he was prepared for this kind of revelation; this kind of outcome, it became familiar and predictive. it didn't much phase him but only to bring him back in time; a decade before all of this. 

he remembered the lesson's of what life taught him with each defeat and each battle won; he remained humble and gave thanks to his higher power for guiding him and reminding him that he is strong internally and externally; he is gifted spiritually. all he needs in his life has he plead with his own insanity was just his faith; because that is what he learnt "faith with out works is dead." and in this life "the spiritual life is not a theory, he must live it." 

he remembers what the promises told him; almost like prophecies re-emerging from his life. it was a gift of knowledge from the wise; the aware and the intelligent. he's confident, built; and crafted. with age and experience. nothing is to challenging now for him has he progresses in his journey. its all about mindset. stay focused, stay determined, stay solid. stay firm and stay stoic.




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