I won't fight for what does not belong to me!?!


 

there is some thing's I would fight for! but there is a whole lot that I won't fight for that don't belong to me. 

I would fight for my soul, my body and my mind. but to fight for another person to be mine. I would not fight for. if a person wants to be with you. they would just be with you. there is no reason to fight for anyone to be yours. 

I finally figured that out has I hit my mid thirties. I love my peaceful life. people come and go. and that is that. it is what it is. I got bigger fish to fry. I got to stay on the objective. the goal. the good path and my destiny.

the hobbies that I would fight for in my life; would be freedom to go to the gym. exercise!

part of my life is dedicated to the gym because of my health conditions! I need it for therapy; mental health issues and I need it to manage type 2 diabetes. 

I love playing guitar.

I love reading books! self help! addiction related books! auto-biographies of good authors and certain celebrities! and I love non fiction books; like computers and psychology!

I do love giving advice about being a good person because I know what it was like to be a bad person doing jail time. 

the topics I would not fight for; would be. I won't try impress someone with my criminal convictions.

that is in the past. I did my time and paid with my freedom and credability with my wrong actions in the past. and I learnt not to put myself back in there. 

I will not fight for any type of bad reputation I was once labelled has! I do not care about what people say, do or think. but I do respect a person's moral belief's only if you respect mine. I love reciprocating respect.

I will not be toxic for love. yeah! that is a touchy one for me. I will cut you off from my life if you make me feel like I am fighting for attention. 

I believe you don't have to be tough just to get my love and attention.

I believe just being yourself but act accordingly to being a good person. hold your self accountable, be responsible and protect your integrity in and out.

I will fight for my integrity. because I know I am a good person with a bad past.

I am not going to lie about my past, but my life was rough and hard to navigate. 

I did not have much but I do make do with what I got in today's day and age.

I love watching documentaries off all kinds of material. mainly, on health and fitness.

I love educating myself... especially from udemy, khan academy and codacademy.com 

I did graduate and unforturnately I went to college and I got kicked out. in canada we call it post secondary education program.

I will fight for a good way of life because I feel it belongs to me. but I will not fight for a bad way of life because that does not belong to me.

right now, I am watching "the rich piana chronicles." so I am going to say good night and I am going to end this night with a thank you for reading and I wish you all a good night sleeps from winnipeg, manitoba.

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