Duality!

it really is hard to tell the difference in a person upon meeting them. but you can sense it if your mind is clear enough. if you faced some one who has a resentment or hidden agenda against you; you will eventually find out down the road you walk with them. I faced many betrayals upon my life. I have done what I needed to do to cut my ties from such malevolent forces. from my experience a malevolent force will have no spirituality; and doesn't have any experience facing the term of "duality!"
Duality is a recognition that I found in life a very hard and touchy thing to talk about. conquering it is a must. to ability to recognize that I have two sides. a benevolent side and a malevolent side. it is basically why I walk alone in life and have no partner. recognizing that I have two sides made in my whole well being made me more emotional intelligent and it helps me separate a lot of from being seduced to walk down certain paths in life. often times I find myself questioning people myself but haven't yet found that answer to my great mystery. can you conquer you duality?

 

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